Just Another HeartAche On My List..

WISH YOURE MY LOVE..

2010-01-07T18:39:00.002+08:00

feel like blogging..

Hope you'll be there for me to look at..

And something to smile about..

MENGANCAM..

WHY!!!

2009-12-04T15:12:00.002+08:00

Why did i even read a LOve story when it would definite ly with I LOVE YOU..

And it is just to painful..

F***ED up

2009-11-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

You guyz don"t know anthing so just shut up..

Fine you said why i got 'it' but itz just once in a lifetime..
But you..you always get you want..
Sweet talk to her than she will go all..'okay i talk to him'
Itz juz so fucking painful..

And if she realize that she loves him more why dozen she change..

I'm juz so fucked up to tink bout anything..

anf FYI..
I am always putting on a hapi mask..
But you still can't see the mask..

you guys are always finding my fault but i don care coz i noe your LOVe towards me will never change..

p.s:I NEED SOMEONE BESIDE ME..I NEED YOU..

LOVE You More Than Wordz..

2009-11-10T20:27:00.001+08:00

If you LOVE me..Tell me..
If you don't..Let me know..

Coz itz hard for me to tell whether everything you do is called LOVE..

FYI:
I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U..

2009-11-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

Is there any antidote for a broken heart..

P/S: YOUR SMILE MAKES ME WEAK..

2009-11-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

All this time i have been thinking bout you..
How you have broken my heart seems impossible to _ _ _ E you back..
But now since you started to be right there when i needed you..
My feelings n emotions are all mixed up..
I just can't bear to lose you no more..
Could you just say it..
I..L..O..V..E..Y..O..U..

I wish i could see you later on..
Always making me self-conscious just to see you walking..
How i really want to tell you that i..
I..L..O..V..E..Y..O..U..

*diff phara represent diff people..

2009-11-01T16:16:00.002+08:00

It sucks to the core..

I just wanted to have a laugh..

*I am still scared to put on my contact lenses..

THERE IS NO WORD hope IN MY DICTIONARY..

2009-10-29T19:23:00.003+08:00

She said this..she said that..
And i hope for it..
But it only ends up just being words..

Bro said he wants something then he will definitely get it..
Trust me definitely..
But if me who asked for it..
She will say..'i see first lah..i talk to u father first'..

I knew it..
i shouldn't hope too much..
Aku tk serik ke walaupun dah beribu kali die uat kau mcm nie..

i Can't deny it that she loves him more than she loves me..but wat the heck..
i've gone to much pain and tears to feel anything rite now..
I would cry every nite wen dis kinda thing happen..
and i had enough of this ******G S***..

TAK aDE mAK pON SEDIH..aDE MAK PON MENYAKITKAN..

*I STILL LOVE HER COZ I KNOW THAT I WOULD NOT HAVE ANY OTHER BESIDE HER..

Solving The Puzzle..

2009-10-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking bout this lately..
How i started to feel bout you..
I know that i can't hide my feeling no longer..

But I can't tell them..
Bout how i feel towards you..

The memories just kept haunting me..
About how you tore my heart into pieces..
And you're the one who causes the teardrops on my guitar..

I just Don't want History to repeat itself..

*Be hapi all of you..compromise with each other coz you noe you need each other..
Running away is not going to solve the prob..Just 1 advice tink about the ONE up there..

EASY AS 1234..

2009-10-25T17:25:00.002+08:00

You make it as easy as 1,2,3,4..

There's only ONE thing TWO do..
THREE words FOUR you..

I LOVE YOU!!!

Wish it could be easy as that..
the truth is..
I'm scared to know the answer..

*4 more days..

Realize..

2009-10-23T17:54:00.003+08:00

If you just realized..
What i just realized..
Then We'd be perfect for each other..
And we'll never find another..
Just realize what i just realize..
We'd never have to wonder if..
We missed out on each other now..

But i can't spell it out for you..
No..It's never gonna be that simple..
Sorry..But i can't spell it out for you..

You just have to Realize..

THAT'S WHAT YOU GET..

2009-10-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

*sigh*
lil effort..lil result..
aku redha..apa nk jady..jadylah..
i must bear the consequences kan?..

pass eng n two other subject..sounds easy rite..*puhh*

Convo of the day to mama:

"walau ape pun terjady,mama tetap kene bli kan present..''

(takot2 she change her mind after seeing the outrageous result..heheh..)

But..i hope to c all of us again..especially..YOU..we'll be there for you..until when when..haha..

Me fifteen..

2009-10-19T09:59:00.002+08:00

At last..i'm fifteen..
Gettin older already..
Tanx to all who have wish me hapi bdae..
And those who don't remember i don't blame you..
coz dis mornin i almost forgot..heheh..

Fifteen..
*press fifteen to view..

ENJOY..

Question of the day..

2009-10-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

Alrite..This question goes to all..

WHO SHOULD MAKE THE FIRST MOVE?
GUYS OR GALS

To me,i think the guys should make the first move..
If the girl make hints to show that she likes you..
make the move lah..

And guys shouldn't show girls expression that makes her think that you like her..
Coz she will never get over it..
If the guy really like her..TELL HER..

Tell her urself..

(Not A question)
I dream about something..and i hope it comes true..anybody wants to know ask me..GTG..gonna wacth Cite Hindustan..

Today..

2009-10-15T21:07:00.001+08:00

Today marks the EOY exam..
But still dup dap dup dap for the results..
Its alrite,so b4 that 'JOM KITE ENJOY'..

Today i have found out that i am easily giving up doing ORIGAMI..
Only for ORIGAMI,if trying to find EVOL..
I will never give up..
Maybe the teacher teaching the origami is not good..heheh..jk..

Today was awkward..
But i tried to think that he is just playing around..
I don't want to get my hopes to high..
Coz i don't want history to repeat itself..

...

2009-10-14T20:13:00.002+08:00

ME EXAM SCHEDULE
By looking at those it means that exams is going to be officially over..
Okay not officially but still..
But I'm still not ready for the results..
Might as well ENJOY..

Okay that all for today..
And WINKY WINKY WEDNESDAY..

*looking forward to getting older

I gotta feeling..

2009-10-13T21:51:00.002+08:00

updating to relive my stress..
i gotta feeling that somethingz gonna happen..
never mind..

umm.what to say..
i wanna wish someone good luck..i will always be there to support you from far..
I also nee to wish myself infinity times good luck..
You know what you have done so you also should know the results you'll get..
I am not ready to get the results..
But i have to so that I'll know waht i should do to prepare myself..
What song to sing in my heart if i got nagged..heheh..

Enough of that..i need to rest eventough study not hard enough..*sigh..

2009-10-12T16:14:00.004+08:00

Hari raya on Friday..
Eventough only 4 of us..
Feels like itz 10 of Li_ _ _ _..haha..jk..
Fun..funny..hilarious..and disgusting that is all i can say..

You r the only one that makes me happy whenever i could feel
tears rolling down my cheeks..
Even if i have another nephew i would still LOVE you..
No offense expecting baby..i'll sure LOVE you..

*I want to thanks to every who have make my life worth every seconds..without you guys i would have not wanted to live on..

NO TITLE..

2009-10-07T21:29:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since i heard bout you..Ha ha..
Update more..kay..

Well i don't know what is going to me..
But i know that i am going to get the consequences..
This led to me being scared..

And to some peeps..
Don't think that only people with T _ _ _ _ O.(figure out urself)has great power..
Maybe the one that looks decent could win the fight with their K _ _ N..(figure out urself)
Never mind bout that..

To(man):

I am happy when you're happy..
BTW, It is not that horrible juz terrible..ha ha..jk
You look just like SUPER_ _ _..
And i Miss searching for you..and stalking you..ha ha..

*i am even laughing while i'm blogging..Laughter is really the best medicine..

Laughter is the best medicine..

2009-10-02T17:31:00.002+08:00

Since i'm in primary school..
I have never laugh that much the way i do now..
With you guys i can wet my pants...
Because i can laugh non-stop..

Laughing with you guys make me forget about my sadness..
Eventough we have hurt each other feelings..
In the end we really need to hold on to each other..
Until the rest of our school life..
Or maybe our life..

We all have different kind of behavior and attitude..
And maybe some of just can' t stand it..
But at last we still can adapt to it..
And i just want you all to know that 'I LOVE YOU GUYS'

And unobtrusive girl..I can still recall the embarrassing incident..Luckily He never see..

Hearts Of Love

2009-10-01T19:40:00.002+08:00

To (H) n (S) n whoever is involved..

I know that I'll feel lonely without you..
And i know that i still can cope without you..
But i just can't bear it when i know that you would not be there for me to look at..
Hence, I'll remember you deep in my heart..

To somebody or anybody

For me..
If you made the wrong choice
You could try hard to mend it..
But if you still continue to ignore it, i have nothing to say..

2009-09-29T21:31:00.003+08:00

Kutuju khas untukmu..

Hidupku bertambah berwarna-warni..
Dengan hadirnya dirimu..
Tetapi sayangnya ku terpaksa melepaskanmu..

Semoga kau tahu..
Apabila sesaat tidak ku nampak bayangmu..
Diriku seolah-olah seperti orang kehilangan SCREW..
Segalanya longgar..
Dan hidupku merana..
Oleh itu rajin-rajinlah datang di dalam kenanganku..

Sekian..
Dari Siti Syiok Sendiri (SSS)

It won't be enough..

2009-09-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

Di sini aku masih sendiri
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu..masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Kucoba untuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu...meski tanpamu

I am faking a smile..
But deep inside it is just too painful to bear..
I wanted to be with you all the time..
But i know that will never happen..
Every single second i am hoping that you would be there..
It is just too awful for me..

Aku mengharapkan mu di setiap detik hidupku..

أنا أحبك

2009-09-26T13:35:00.003+08:00

If you're gone,
You'll be my precious memory
If you're still here,
I'll cherish you with all my heart..

Holding you tight is the most painful experience..
But i still consider it as something i am willing to sacrifice..
So that i will not lose you..
I'm missing you always..

أنا أحبك

2009-09-25T16:46:00.002+08:00

I don't think there are any more tears left..
I'm just wondering if i am your d _ u _ _ te _..
You never fail to make me cry..
And you always make me feel i am not worth it..

Okay enough of that..
let's talk about (SU)

I can't take it anymore..
Actually i know why they look at 'you' or us..
But i just don't want to embarrass you..
The story goes like this..(if you want to know juz ask me)

Okay enough of that also..
Let's talk bout (H)..

Nice seeing you again..
Hope you look at us not because of that 'thing'(her)

TO (D) kalau ade buah ckp lah depan-depan..
And i know you know, so could you just SHUT THE FCUK UP..
Memalukan aku je..
But if it helps me to get something with (H) itz alrite..
Kalau tk..penumbok aku bagy..

2009-09-24T19:04:00.002+08:00

I can't bear with the word 'moving on'..
I don't even know if i can forget you..
And i don't even know i could remember you any longer..
Coz you are always out of sight..

Sometimes i envy(L)
Because __ can see __ all she wants..
But she tends to forget him for good..
It is just to complicated..

I hope i could see you soon coz if i don't you'll be 'classic'
Or maybe i should move on..

2009-09-22T19:40:00.002+08:00

The day we met it was like a hit and run..
I could clearly see you at the back of my mind..

But now..

It has been long since i saw you..
You look different though..
I can't even recognize you..

But ARGHH!!!

I'm sorry..

2009-09-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

I can't let you go now coz i know i won't..
I always back up on my words like i do to (S)..
I thought i could forget him but i just can't..
Whenever i see him i have never fail to smile..

But when i don't see you my heart don't seem to be at ease..

So please do come back i miss you so damn much..

Heart

2009-09-17T19:40:00.001+08:00

My heart beats because of you..
My heart stops when you are gone..
When will you come back to me..
I miss you..

You said it'll be a while..
But it felt as if it's been forever..
Won't you come back to me baby..
I'll wait at your doorstep..

My heart beats because of you..
My heart stops when you are gone..

2009-09-16T16:30:00.002+08:00

I will be faithful to you and i'll try to resists him..
Coz his just someone who is just taking your place for a while when you are not there..

But I'll always keep you in me mind..

Alwayz...

I love you this much..

2009-09-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

I didn't know i miss you that much..

2009-09-11T11:15:00.002+08:00

i dreamt about you last nite..and it was fun..(that sounds wrong..)
it was a moment to last for..

i really wish/hope that my dream would come true one day..(sounds like a 5 year old girl..)

Just looking at you in my dream was enough for me to picture you for the next few days....

*i wish my wish would come true..

will you be there..

2009-09-08T20:04:00.002+08:00

You were there just like i expected you to be..
But would you be there if i needed you badly..

I just hope i could see a glimpse of you sooner or later..
Cause i would wait for you even if it takes forever..

I hope you can see through my heart,..
My broken-stitched heart...

*I miss you dearly..

LOve QuOteS..

2009-09-05T15:05:00.002+08:00

The best thing about me is you..

Pleasure of love lasts for a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime..

If you love me,let me know..if not, please gently let me go..

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world..

If you really love something, set it free..if it comes back..its yours..if not..it was not meant to be..

*you are my poison..you are my cure..and you are my sweetest drug..

2009-09-01T16:15:00.003+08:00

I am yearning to wish you..

*Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang
Kini kau bersayap, pergilah terbang
Rentaslah langit cita cita mu
Harap nanti kita 'kan bertemu

Selamat ulang tahun sayang

Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang
Ku nanti penuh kerinduan

The opposite of love isn't hate..it's indifference..

2009-08-28T17:19:00.002+08:00

Why do you have to make it so hard for me..
i thought i could forget you..
But you have to do 'that' stupid thing..

When you're looking for Mr right,
You will rarely find him..
But when you least expect someone,
he will be knocking at you're door..

IF ONLY I COULD SAY THE THREE WORDS TO HIM(H)..
.
.
.

WHERE'D YOU GO?..

*What you expect me to say I LOVE YOU???

Wateva B*TCH..

2009-08-27T15:57:00.003+08:00

You are way too much now..
And can you stop being so b*tchy..
FYI,you are much more worst than 'them'..
You are like a devil wearing a mask..
BTW if you still have not read my other post,you should..
(Friday,august 21)

please i beg you, 'jangan step ah'..
i really2 want you to stop being so phony..
Trust me..its very damn irritating..

I also think that many boys 'like' me..
but i just kept to myself..
and i think you should too..
(and i just told everybody..way to go)

Just remember if you want someone..
go for him..
don't make up stories..
if you fell rejected at least you have tried..
(if you have the courage..which i don't..but i wish i did)

I don't even want to imagine..

2009-08-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

Never could imagine..
My life without you..
From the moment you walk into my world..
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn..
But losing him has force me to learn..
That we can change the way we feel inside...
And every try at love never turns out right..
I should have known it's better if we let it go..

*different story..just wanna express my anger y'all

(i don't have any mood to do anything right now after hearing the Fckg news..i can't believe they don't have the guts to tell us in person..I thought we should be the pilot for our own life..let us make the decision...SOAB..phew all out..)

2009-08-24T18:28:00.004+08:00

(Tak mungkin kau adalah rindu yang ku tinggalkan kerna namamu sudah terukir di hatiku)
*A novel
I don't mean to run.
But every time you come around,
I feel more alive, than ever.
And I guess it's too much,
Maybe we're too young.
And I don't even know what's real,
But I know I never...

Wanted anything so bad,
I've never wanted anyone so bad.
*Lyrics by Paramore:adore

A Choice..

2009-08-23T12:38:00.001+08:00

If i had to choose between loving you and breathing..
Then i would use my last breath to tell you that..

I LOVE YOU...

Habit..

2009-08-22T17:36:00.003+08:00

I've got to change this habit..
one second I'm in love with this guy the next second i would be hating him..
it is just not fair..
i am making it look as if i am desperate..

I'm sorry..

Enough is Enough..

2009-08-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

*Dedicated to (SU)

YOU'RE too much..
And by the way..
Just shut your big F**KING mouth up..
I or should i say WE had enough of your stupid(imaginary)stories..
You have nothing better to do than tell lies..right..
You can have him if you want cause i am SICK and TIRED of hearing you flattering about him..
Enough is Enough..

*Specially for (S)

If what was written for me
Is the best for you
Then i will remember you as
My most beautiful memory in my life

It won't be easy for me
To leave these footsteps in my life
They were engraved permanently
As the most beautiful memories in my life

For that..I am ready to let you go..

As for(H)

WELCOME TO MY LIFE!!

should i feel this way???

2009-08-20T18:51:00.000+08:00

It feels wrong to just look at you in the eyes,
as if a crime is being committed..
and you don't have to know why,
Cause this would be my only answer..

I LOVE YOU...

hanya kau yang mampu

2009-08-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

this is from the song (Hanya kau yang mampu) by aizat..

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
hanya engkau yang mampu taklukan hatiku.

aku cinta oohhh..

i am ready..

2009-08-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

I have headache just looking at you..
Maybe i should just stop loving you and go on..
But that will be lying to myself and my heart..
I hate you yet I love you..
(i hope you understand..i didn't mean to hurt your feelings but i have to show it)

And to that someone, if you still have the feeling for him just say it don't be around the bush..
I am (not wholeheartedly) but i am willing to give him up to you if it makes you happy and it makes me not feel guilty for taking him from you in the first place..eventough i love him with all my heart i am willing to let him go cause i know his nobody to me..i will have to fight the bad feeling..

P.S:phara 1 n phara 2 are totally two different person..(H) and (S)

One love is all we need..

2009-08-15T13:06:00.004+08:00

The thing about love is that you can't predict it,
you can't plan it..
it is like the weather..

The person we love is the one we follow..
The one we who tells how to be in the world,
and let us know whether we're doing the right thing or not
they're are like our *Barometer

True love can't be measured by a *Barometer..
But we could measure it by the feeling of it..

*any instrument that measures atmospheric pressure

life is complicated..

2009-08-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

life is so complicated,
if you want to survive,
you just have to believe in yourself,
cause nobody will,
but for sure you will survive..

Even though life is complicated,
you have to stand up strong when you fall,
even if it takes 100 painful times,
you will surely have the satisfactory feeling that,
you've made it to the top of the highest mountain..
nobody can help you..
only you can help yourself..

i don noe why..

2009-08-12T18:25:00.000+08:00

i don noe why my Br always get what he wants but i what i got is only excuses even if that thing doesn't worth anything..it sucks really bad and i have to cry about it everytime i remember about this topic..sometimes i wonder if i die would anybody cry for/with me..i just hope that my Mtr realise that i am hurtin badly with her attitude..

your still in my thoughts..

2009-08-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

i choose not to even look in your way as itz not fair for the rest of them..though your still in my thoughts and heart..AND please tell me why is it so HURTING to fall in LOVE..my LOVER..

would it..

2009-08-09T10:44:00.000+08:00

if i told you i love you, would it make any difference..and how about i show it to you..would IT make a difference..

2009-08-08T12:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you have to forget how you feel, and remember what you deserve..so i'll choose the other one..
And remember you can't run away if you know THEY are always gonna be with you even if they show it in a wrong way..

i''ll say: i choose the other one
But
my heart say : i choose you..

???

2009-08-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

Mengapa bila bertentang mata
Rasanya bersalah
Bagai dah berlaku jenayah yang besar
Engkau tak perlu tahu isi hati ku
Kerna ini jawapan ku..

AKU SAYANG KAMU..

2009-08-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

love = Saranghaeyo.

hate = Miwohaeyo

happy = Haengbokaeyo.

unhappy = Bulhaenghaeyo.

cute = Gwiyeowoyo.

simple = Dansunhaeyo.

*If you want to know more just search in Google they have many ways of teaching us how to speak Korean.

Kamsahamnida!!

Learn to speak korean language..

2009-08-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

Good morning = Annyong haseyo?

Good night = Annyonghi jumushipsiyo.

My name is _____. = Chonun ______ imnida.

How are you? = Ottoshimnikka?

Hello?
(on the phone) = Yoboseyo?

Do you speak English? = Yeongeorul malsum halsu isseoyo?

i will update more in this..

What my heart is sayin..

2009-07-31T20:04:00.000+08:00

When you look me in the eyes, tell me that you love me ..
everytinhgz alrite, when you're right here by my side...
and i'm holding this foreva..
when you look me in the eyes..

The moment you stood next to me
i like the way your eyes looked at me
Though i cried yesterday
today because of you
my tomorrow will be happy

Neither his face nor his style
i just needed hi9s tener love
to forget all the time that has passed
i can now no longer do anything without you
Cause i know nothing eise but LOVE..

hello!

2009-07-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

hi..i'm still gettin use to this blog thingy..yup and i'll try yo update ya..bye2..

2009-05-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

hello juz started a blogn gettin new to it..